I try to be content with who I am and what I look like. I try to give myself grace and say that I have had two babies and that is why I weigh as much as I did right before I delivered Mackenzie. That is not a good feeling. I weigh as much as I did when I was nine months pregnant! So, I gave up soda…
I gave up soda for about two months and went to the endocrinologist last week. I gained weight! I’m about fed up. I miss being strong. I miss being able to wear certain things without feeling embarrassed. I miss being challenged physically. I’m taking a new step.
I just ordered the 21 Day Fix with Beachbody. I’m really excited about it. It focuses on nutrition and fitness. The package comes with a couple workout dvd’s, a meal plan, and these cool containers that will help me portion my food according to what I should be eating. I’m ready to make a change. I’m ready to be healthy. I’m done being upset with myself and throwing pity parties.
Let’s do this!!!